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no I can't ever write simply.
FUCK YEAH FRIDAY.
LET'S GIVE IT UP FOR FRIIIIDAAAAYYYY.
The best day of the week, hhhhg. ♥
So, yes! My life has been slowly shaping itself back into sorts. Our exchange student, Michelle, was amazing. Awkward at first - we have no common interests at all (she's sportsy and slightly boy-crazy, for example) - but she was super super nice and it all worked out in the end. <3 I think she was a nice break, since there've been major tensions all over my family and. Yes. The only bad thing was that... half-way through her stay, while my dad was walking my dog, my dog got hit by a car. Pelvis was completely crushed. They had to put him down.
And the worst thing about losing a big pet like a dog is the emptiness a house gets without it around. Very strange to come home with only the cat's food dishes out and not have a boundlessly energized dog to yell at. Still strange.
But, well. That was three weeks ago. And tensions are high everywhere (sister going through with her divorce, other sister's husband is out of a job with two kids to take care of, parents fighting, etc etc etcetra) but. But! It is smoothing out. Or so I hope. At least, I feel like it's not effecting me too badly. Which is probably unhealthy, considering, but I'm in too good of a mood to really mind. Had a really, really bad week some time back there, with everything crashing in, BUT I AM ABOVE WATER and cheesy metaphors aside, feeling very fine.
Drawing lately, which is fun. Things turning out satisfyingly, even more fun. Friends have their act together. I've gotten better at keeping in touch with the people I want to. Books are being read. European History is badass and interesting. Slated to learn French next semester and joining an unofficial extra class that'll teach me Hmong. (X RP-world is going very nice: decided (for now, I hope this decision stays, sob) that hey. Backtagging is fine. People can wait for ten minutes. This decision occasionally makes me feel guilty, but-- I really do want to roleplay! I'm just slow, since I typically work through 40-50 notifs a day. Need time to penetrate that. Aaand on that favorite topic of mine, I got back into roleplaying China a few days ago and ahhhasgnkh I forgot how much of a favorite muse he was of mine. ♥ His voice was... slightly wobbly, but the kinks are being worked out. He's such an old man in SC, I don't even know.
Only lamentation is that I'm probably too busy to join another game, no matter how much I'm tempted. I miss playing an obnoxiously talkative character. Allen's fun, but he doesn't get near what I need for him in SP. Ehh, well. Separate issues.
Unsure if I'm gaining weight or if this is muscle. :I Hrm.
Need to: maybe start Mass Effect this weekend? and finish P3. and watch Soul Eater or more Doctor Who. none of these things will get done.
In conclusion! Parents are gone for the weekend. C8 Everything had better go perfectly, as I plan it to.
-- AH WAIT WAIT WAIT
okay.
if you are 5'3" and 120 pounds, you are not obese.
any nurse that says you are should be pronounced a witch and in cahoots with the devil. maybe even pretend-burned at the stake.
no wonder the statistics say we're getting fat, if that's the standard they're going by. good god.
LET'S GIVE IT UP FOR FRIIIIDAAAAYYYY.
The best day of the week, hhhhg. ♥
So, yes! My life has been slowly shaping itself back into sorts. Our exchange student, Michelle, was amazing. Awkward at first - we have no common interests at all (she's sportsy and slightly boy-crazy, for example) - but she was super super nice and it all worked out in the end. <3 I think she was a nice break, since there've been major tensions all over my family and. Yes. The only bad thing was that... half-way through her stay, while my dad was walking my dog, my dog got hit by a car. Pelvis was completely crushed. They had to put him down.
And the worst thing about losing a big pet like a dog is the emptiness a house gets without it around. Very strange to come home with only the cat's food dishes out and not have a boundlessly energized dog to yell at. Still strange.
But, well. That was three weeks ago. And tensions are high everywhere (sister going through with her divorce, other sister's husband is out of a job with two kids to take care of, parents fighting, etc etc etcetra) but. But! It is smoothing out. Or so I hope. At least, I feel like it's not effecting me too badly. Which is probably unhealthy, considering, but I'm in too good of a mood to really mind. Had a really, really bad week some time back there, with everything crashing in, BUT I AM ABOVE WATER and cheesy metaphors aside, feeling very fine.
Drawing lately, which is fun. Things turning out satisfyingly, even more fun. Friends have their act together. I've gotten better at keeping in touch with the people I want to. Books are being read. European History is badass and interesting. Slated to learn French next semester and joining an unofficial extra class that'll teach me Hmong. (X RP-world is going very nice: decided (for now, I hope this decision stays, sob) that hey. Backtagging is fine. People can wait for ten minutes. This decision occasionally makes me feel guilty, but-- I really do want to roleplay! I'm just slow, since I typically work through 40-50 notifs a day. Need time to penetrate that. Aaand on that favorite topic of mine, I got back into roleplaying China a few days ago and ahhhasgnkh I forgot how much of a favorite muse he was of mine. ♥ His voice was... slightly wobbly, but the kinks are being worked out. He's such an old man in SC, I don't even know.
Only lamentation is that I'm probably too busy to join another game, no matter how much I'm tempted. I miss playing an obnoxiously talkative character. Allen's fun, but he doesn't get near what I need for him in SP. Ehh, well. Separate issues.
Unsure if I'm gaining weight or if this is muscle. :I Hrm.
Need to: maybe start Mass Effect this weekend? and finish P3. and watch Soul Eater or more Doctor Who. none of these things will get done.
In conclusion! Parents are gone for the weekend. C8 Everything had better go perfectly, as I plan it to.
-- AH WAIT WAIT WAIT
okay.
if you are 5'3" and 120 pounds, you are not obese.
any nurse that says you are should be pronounced a witch and in cahoots with the devil. maybe even pretend-burned at the stake.
no wonder the statistics say we're getting fat, if that's the standard they're going by. good god.